How did I become a Camgirl?

Spanish

It all started like most of the Camgirls do: I couldn’t get a job, or at least not one with a decent payment, I searched in all places, mainly in newspapers and internet, but I couln’t keep my eyes off those advertisements that went like: ‘we are looking for English speaker digitisers for an adult chat’. Of course, I got an idea of what was all about, but you don’t really know exactly what it is. I had just recently finished my English studies, I was studying Journalism at the University, and well, all I could get was a salesperson job. I actually was pretty good at it, but my bosses never gave me better jobs because I was just a pretty face with a nice pair of legs who turned ot to sell very well their products, and since I never pictured myself growing old at selling things I started to write a new chapter in my story.

I have to confess that since I was a teenager I felt passionate about the adult entertainment topic, I used to watch porn channels, I found myself curious about erotism, I liked sex (and I have to say I’m not that sexual as many may think) but still I never did something related because I had this fear of someone knowing this and judging me for that, when truth be told, I always wanted to do it. I’ve always had a rebel attitude and this fulfilled my deepest desires of doing something out of the box, and I felt different from the society I grew in, but that double standards society had on women stopped me; I also never experienced sex that much fearing I would catch some STD, eventhough this is now professionally handled in many ways (depending on the country you live in). But still, what I wanted was not to have sex with people, I liked to watch it more than doing it, so one day I took the newspaper, I searched for the employment section and chose the prettiest advertisement of the thirty I could recall in that colombian journal and called that number.

I rember the voice of a woman picking up, that relieved me a lot (I previously searched model jobs but the interviews were truly horrifying), the lady told me with a plain voice that they were seaching girls (+18 obviously) to chat with foreing people, she never talked about money, and offered me to go to the studio to meet the place, not thinking about it twice I went the other day to the place, I was dressed like for an actual interview and with my CV printed, the woman asked for my age my English abilities and gave me a quick tour of the studio; truth be told, they were better than I expected: clean rooms with decent furniture and wide and clean spaces, I liked the place, she asked if I wanted the job, I told her that I was but I replied with a little fear in my voice: ‘Will I be alone or will I be having sex with someone?’ she laughed and told me that the job was only having sex through the computer, chilling my nervs down!

Closing the verbal contract, she took a photo with my face and ID and gave me a paper which I filled with my personal data, very personal ones, weight, height, eyes color, hair color, they even asked if I was straight, bi o gay, if I liked drugs, drinks, cigarretes, anal, but none of those questions scared me, there was one that truly made me think about for a while: ‘what is your artistic name?’ reading this question made me realize this was something serious, I watched the other girls answering “Juicypussy”, “Hot4you”, “AllYours”, etc, and I thought: ‘I truly like sex, but I don’t really want to be seen as an object’, then I remembered the name I’ve been in love since I can remember: Flora.

After turning in my “Camgirl CV” the woman gave me three schedule options: “6 AM – 2PM”, “2PM – 10PM” and “10PM to 6AM” I chose my turn, and she responded with a cold and quick: ‘Thank you, you will be paid twice a month, depending on how much tokens you get, we will take some percentage from that, see you tomorrow”.

I went out of the studio shaking, not knowing what I had gotten myself into, I sighed and said to myself: “you go hard or you go home, there is no turning back”, while having my other CV, the one that allowed me to be “socially accepted”, it was obvious that they were never interested in that one.

That was how I started this path more than 8 years ago… what about you?

Flora

 

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